that sense of positivity sounds very like a certain derek trotter.carol. that's interesting that you're calling del boy a bit of a ghost in your life. do you feel you're a bit haunted by him? haunted is perhaps too... no. he's with me all the time, meaning whether we call it haunted, i... i do say that he's on my back all the time. because wherever i go, people recognise me as that character. and you'll always get people saying, you know, "lovelyjubbly," and all of that which only hangs me back, only upsets me slightly, is because that seems to be the only thing that people remember me for. and i'm delighted in one way, that it has reached so many people and they've enjoyed what i've done with the character, but i've done so many other things that everybody seems to have forgotten about, and it's only... i've only ever played derek trotter. i think we're on a winner here, trig. right, play it nice and cool, son. nice and cool, you know what i mean? my real disappointment or regret, if you like, whichever way you want to put it, was i always wanted...